Happy Day

[felixfalora]

Felix was singing softly to himself while sitting under a tree. The sun was beaming down on the face of Hogwarts and the outcast Slytherin boy, even with the crappy life he led, could not help but feel happy. His song even had a little bit of a happy tone to it. It was sung in a different language, Japanese. Something he had picked up back in the orphanage. So many kids of so many different descents resided there and he had been interested in learning their langugage. "Yozora no hoshi wa watashi no namida Taki yosete kasanatta atsui anata no kuchibiru Mou hana sanai deite toroke sou na no Dakedo mou asa ga kuruTsuki no megami yo hoshi no tenshi yo toki o tomete to inorimasu..." It was softly to himself, but it suddenly halted.

He saw him walking. Any time he walked past, Felix would stop and stare, looking away only if he turned to look at the girlish Slytherin boy. S... Sirius Black, he thought. Yes, the hot Gryffindor boy had always caught Felix's attention, moreso then even James or Remus. He had an eye for Sirius Black, no one could deny that.

[dontknow]

Sirius had wandered away from the group - a rare occasion. Sirius was always found with either James or Remus, or all three of the other Maurauders. But not now, right now he was alone. Somehow James had managed a detention - with out him, Remus was studying, and Peter wasn't someone Sirius wished to be around at any time, let alone on his own.

So, Sirius had left the castle and wandered outside. The sun was hot down on his skin, and for once it seemed that not many were outside, unless in groups, and even then it was few. They must've been inside, busy with other things.

He could hear someone mumbling or humming to themself, and looking to his left, he could see who. It was that outcast Slytherin. Sirius wasn't one for communicating to a Slytherin in any means but hexing or cursing, or if they were a prefessor of his, and even then it was very little. So, Sirius just looked at him. He hadn't even noticed that he had stopped walking to stop and look at him, with a slightly strange expression on his face, as if to ask what in the world he was doing.

[felixfalora]

Felix was too lost in his own little world to notice that Sirius was staring back at him. When he finally saw, he turned his head away and his face burned red. I hate this house! I fucking hate it! He probably thinks I looked away because I didn't want to talk to a Gryffindor... It's not fair, Felix thought. Suddenly his outlook on the day instantly went from happy to bleak. Why must I be a Slytherin for my father's choice? "I hate this path I was forced upon by that hat... I hate Slytherin," Felix muttered to himself, forgetting that Sirius might be able to hear it. "I hate being the son of a Death Eater, I hate Voldemort, I hate my father, and I hate anyone whose willing to associate with those evil bastards. I hate them."

(No muse for this reply T_T Forgive me.)

[dontknow]

Sirius continued to watch him. He couldn't even remember his name, having not bothered as much with hexes and jinxes on him as much as others, say Severus for example. He watched him turn away, his face burned red hot. Well then, Sirius thought to himself.

Then he began muttering to himself. However, he must have been unaware of how loud he was speaking, because Sirius could hear every word he was saying. Being a dog animagus really helped with hearing, that was very true. "I hate this path I was forced upon by that hat... I hate Slytherin. I hate being the son of a Death Eater, I hate Voldemort, I hate my father, and I hate anyone whose willing to associate with those evil bastards. I hate them." Alright, so he wasn't as much a Slytherin as Sirius had though. So he hated his house, the fact he was a Death Eater's son, Voldemort, and everyone else? Well Sirius didn't see him as so bad any more.

But why was he sorted into Slytherin then? Why hadn't he been put into Gryffindor or Hufflepuff or even Ravenclaw? Sirius had been born into a long line of Slytherins, and had been put into Gryffindor. So what made his situation so much different?

You know I can hear your every word, right?

[/colour] Sirius asked, still standing there. If this Slytherin did somethign to make him seem not as bad, Siris may sit. If he made the slightest of the wrong move, Sirius was still standing and had his wand at his side.
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[[i'm sure i may not have left the door wide open for a huge or large muse reply. and your reply is just fine with me. : )]]

[felixfalora]

((Ok ^^))

"Why was I placed in Slytherin? Was it a joke?" Felix mused to himself. "... Was it... Am I...?" "You know I can hear your every word, right?" Felix almost jumped out of his skin. His cheeks were now a bright scarlet red and he tried to take the blush out as he turned to look at Sirius. "... It's the truth. I don't understand why I was put into Slytherin... Maybe it's... the thoughts I have..." Felix sighed and looked down at the ground before dropping onto his bottom. "... Maybe I was put in here because I want to kill my father... for killing my mother and so many other innocent people... for trying to put me on the wrong path and give me the wrong idea of life... Maybe that, in turn, sealed my destiny in this accursed house."

Felix sighed and shook his head. "I don't care if I'm in Slytherin. I don't have to be a Death Eater just because of it. I'd rather have nothing to do with that monster, Voldemort. I hate him and everything he stands for, all the discrimination and hatred he feels, all the murders he commits... I hate him."

[dontknow]

Well then, he seemed to be confused even as to why he was in Slytherin. Well if only someone would explain that, it might be better. Sirius raised an eyebrow at his reaction to his words. He practically jumped right out of his skin. Then he said that it was the truth, and how he didn't know why he was in Slytherin, and possibly it was the thoughts he had. Then he explained his thoughts. Well, Sirius was very mcuh the same way. he wanted to kill his paretns and brother, and cousins, and practically everyone else in his family for their views on muggles, and halfbloods. But maybe there was a lot more depth into this than what he had shown by telling him.

Sirius watched him drop onto his bottom, and Sirius figured he wasn't bad, just a Slytherin stuck in the wrong house. So, Sirius waited for him to finsih talking baout how he hated Voldemort and everything he stood for. Then, Sirius sat down on the ground across from him. Sirius had quick reflexes, so he'd be able to quickly grab his wand, however, he didn't think it was absolutely necessary at the moment. I'm Sirius by the way,

[/colour] He said. Sirius wasn't sure if he knew who he was or not. But possibly by the way he turned his head, blushing, he did.
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[felixfalora]

Felix had noticed Sirius listened to every word he had said. He smiled softly as the Gryffindor chose to sit down and join him. He had introduced himself and, even though Felix had known and watched him for some time, he knew the other boy had no knowledge of who he was. "Falora... Felix Falora." The name Falora might've caused some sort of flashback. With the connections Sirius' family had, he might've heard of Izzac Falora, the terrorizor of Muggles who had managed to escape Azkaban quite a few times due to his ability to evade the Ministry. Who would've ever guessed such a man would be able to find a woman to marry, even if it was a wizard, and have a son?

"I do know you though. You're part of the Marauders, aren't you? I see you and your friends all the time, causing trouble for all the Slytherins that deserve it." Even I can't deny sometimes Snape deserves it... but only sometimes... really. That was a private, personal thought and Felix did not say it aloud. "James is your leader, Pettigrew seems to be a follower in my opinion, and Remus is... prefect, right?" And a werewolf as well... I could tell by the way he acts... The way I act.

[dontknow]

Sirius saw him smile softily, but left it at that. Possibly he was just happy he was no longer alone? He then introduced himself as Felix Falora. Oh, nice. A name he knew. Yeah, that was not exactly how Sirius felt at hearing that name. A name he had heard around his house quite a bit. Someone who continued to evade the ministry several times, evading Azkaban all together. But, Felix had said that he hated his father, and after everyone heard about his father killing his mother, and Felix repeating that just now, yeah, Sirius couldn't hate him.

Then Felix said that he did know who he was though. And asked if he was part of the Marauders, and then said that they caused trouble for the Slytherins all the time, and that they deserved it. Well, yeah, that was true. But why Sirius had to introduce himself, he didn't know quite why. It seemed that he was known by every student throughout the school. Yeah, that's me.

[/colour] Then Felix said that James was the leader, Peter a follower - which was true, and Remus a prefect. Right again. But then, what am I?[/colour] Sirius asked, wondering what he was going to say in response.
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[felixfalora]

"I know why you must hate your family. I've heard about the Blacks before. Father would talk to them sometimes... I never liked the sound of her voice even when I thought what my father was showing me was love. However, I can see the truth now." He sighed and his head fell. "Forgive me if this offends you in any fashion, shape, or form, but I think your mother is evil. She scared me then and she... well... never mind."

When Sirius had asked what he was if James was the leader, Peter was the follower, and Remus was the prefect. Now Felix was blushing hardly and he kept his head down as he answered, trying to act natural, but failing miserably. "W-Well most girls call you the s-sexiest of the group... B-But I can't very call you that, seeing as I'm a guy." He was afraid of what people would think if they found out he was gay, so he tended to hide it. Poor, poor Felix, hiding most of his life.

[dontknow]

Sirius heared him talk about Sirius must hating his family, yeah, that was true. Sirius couldn't stand his family. Then he began to look around the grounds, listening as he did, though it might not seem like he was. Then he said to fogive him if what he was about to say, and then he said that he thought his mother was evil and that she scared him. Welcome to my world.

[/colour] Sirius said. Well, he wasn't afraid of his mom. He just thought that she was, indeed evil, and he hated her. And what he said didn't offend him at all, it was the truth, and Sirius had always known that.

Sirius was still looking at Felix when he began to talk again. He noticed him look down and blushing hardly again. He heard him say that girls tend to call him the sexiest, but with the way he was stuttering it, it kind of made him wnoder why. Why was he stuttering? But he said that he couldn't call him that, he was a guy. Okay, so Sirius really had nothing to say to this. Okay.[/colour] A simple okay was all he could say.

He was happy with what he said, but wasn't completely set on it being true. James seemed to be the one to get the most attention from the girls, from all the girls except the one James really wanted. And the attention he got from Lily, wasn't really the attention he wanted from her. Are you sure? I mean James tends to get the attention.[/colour] Sirius then found himself saying.
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[felixfalora]

Felix heard Sirius say one word to sum up everything he had just stuttered out... Okay. And then he wanted to know why he was saying that, if he was sure, considering James got the most attention. "Of course I mean that!" Felix said. Then his head fell again. "I mean... all the girls I've talked to say that... There might be some that like James." Even Felix had a crush on James, but he had found out recently that James did not like him. He must not've told Sirius about Felix because odds would've been on Sirius hating Felix if he did. That effect would've probably driven the poor boy to suicide as he wanted to at least be friends with Sirius if there was absolutely no chance of going out with him... And that seemed to be the case as the boy proved himself straight.

(Sorry for the shortness again.)

[dontknow]

Sirius heard Felix say that of course he meant that, okay, well how could he not? Okay, there mustve been something he was missing. Either that or every girl he talk to liked Sirius. Then Felix said that all the girls he talked to said that, that there were still girls that like James. Sirius kind of felt like he had missed something when Felix practically shouted what he had.

Alright, I guess I was wrong then.

[/colour] That was all that Sirius could say. Why was he so dumbstruck on words, something he usually wasn't? Was it possibly because he was: one, with a Slytherin; two, someone who was similar to himself; or three, he kind of just shouted that Sirius was the sexier of the two of them, and the corrected himself saying that the girls he heard said that. Whatever the cause, Sirius was stuck on words...
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[[that's alright, i'm quite shocked with how much i'm writing, i usually don't write this much. and i'm sorry for my shortness this time.]]

[felixfalora]

He frowned and shook his head. "I'm sorry... I'm not usually like this," he said. "I'm just a little... I mean..." Damnit, I don't want to be found out like this... What if he views me as a freak? He suddenly shifted conversation topics. "Isn't Lupin a werewolf?" he asked softly enough so that no one else could hear. Then his head fell. FELIX, YOU BAKA! How would you know that? *sigh* Might as well explain that too. "I mean... well... yeah, I know that because I'm also a werewolf... Bitten in the forest near the orphanage I live in... and I noticed he was acting in ways sometimes I do, like walking out during times it would be the full moon, ignoring me even though I'm out after hours as if he's desperate to get away from the castle... I won't tell anyone, I promise."

(Yeah, well at least neither of us RP with "txt" format.)

[dontknow]

Felix was going to say something, when all of a sudden he stopped and switched subjects. Whatever makes the conversation easier, I guess, Sirius thought to himself.

However the topic was one that Sirius didn't really want to discuss. Felix had asked if Moony was a werewolf. A long time ago, Sirius had sworn not to tll, and here Felix was asking? What could Sirius say to that? Then Felix had said that he too was a werewolf, and he explained how he had known: Moony out of the castle around full moons, ignoring him even though he had been out after hours, as if Moony was desperate to get away. Then Felix said he wouldn't tell. And Sirius had been made not to tell by his best friend. He couldn't possibly say yes, but if he said that it was matters between Moony and himself, it would be an obvious yes, too. Felix could probably see the struggle inside of Sirius by the look on his face. Maybe that would tell him? Because Sirius didn't want to break a promise of a friend he had, and was best friends with. It would just be bad.

[[whats txt format? XD]]

[felixfalora]

Felix saw the look on Sirius' face and understood. It was the same face one of his friends that knew had when asked about what Felix was. He held his hands up in defeat. "I understand... It's fine, you don't need to go on," he said. Now he didn't know what to say. The conversation seemed to have made its way onto a point it was not supposed to. Felix had admitted to having been a werewolf to his crush. Suddenly the day seemed to go from happy to bleak. He knows... He knows I'm a werewolf... Even though one of his friends is a werewolf, what does that mean he'll think of me?... What have I done? I haven't even told him not to tell anyone... I trust him that he won't... But how will he view me? Felix was feminine, 'tis true, but he didn't want to cry in front of Sirius, so he kept himself from crying mentally, keeping a straight face as he tried to think of other conversation topics.

(txt... u no)